Locked Away

I spoke to myself today,
but there was no response from the stone.
I saw the demon today,
but it just smiled and moaned.

I turned to see the child today,
he pointed the finger in blame.
I tried to scream it all away,
but bowed my head in shame.

I looked in the mirror today,
there was no reflection looking back.
I tried to speak today,
but the thought just cracked.

I looked into my future today,
it looked cold and alone.
I have locked myself away,
but keep reaching for the unknown

I spoke to myself today,
where did my dreams go.
I spoke to the demon today.

Friendship Of The Meicneoir Cailín

The cries must be halted,
I have lost the keys.
Your silence deafens,
How deep it cuts me.

Meaningless words,
On misty waters.
Your cruel devices,
Keep me faltered.

The hypnotic voices coming,
Like a sirens ruthless ploy.
Keeping me trapped within,
Feeling like a wind up toy.

A false sense of amity,
The accouterments are broken.
Shall I cover my eyes with pennies,
Let's listen to the bellman.

Oh Meicneoir Cailín,
Waiting grinds the pain.
Speak or forever be silent,
Will you love or be disdain.

Whispers and Cries

Concealed behind pain,
A hopeful soul bleeds.
Days long forgotten,
Creep upon me.

Lust turned to want, turned to love,
The depth of my soul weeps.
Connected by a hundred stars,
Two hearts slowly bleed.

My mind slowly pales,
Dreams of silent cries.
Seeking to break the chains,
My whole wants to try.

Your pain is mine,
Behind masquerading fears.
Loneliness ever lures,
Stranded by the hold of tears.

The soul in our eyes,
Has the voices of a choir.
The heavens can wraith,
You just have to light the fire.

Empty Conversation

Cool breeze soothing the nerves
Playful laughter of children
The smell of wildflowers across the water
I see your smile light up the room
Like that of a lit fountain in a lake
Your chuckles make fitting for a care free moment
No rushing, but even paced
The sun highlights your cheeks
Like melting of ice off a facade
Showing the true beauty beneath
Sometimes it feels like
Paradise has failed
The sun has set and smiles have faded
To reach out
To look out
The fear of
Talking to myself
I usually loose
My reflection has no answers
The rustling of leaves
The rush of the water
Natures steps keep in tow
Rays of light shinning through
Almost as if magical
Damp rocks, smell of serenity
Hand in hand up to the top
False securities as we fall
Cotton candy and fries
Drift along the wind
Bells and whistles predict the win
Kids games but make you feel good
Top row prize like I knew I could
Turn to hand it away
No one is there
Emptiness ensues
Music playing low
Drifting on the wind
Smell of the outdoors
Peaceful and quiet
Time to think
Time to close my eyes and see
See what it is
What life is to me

Someday

How can you leave me standing,
Was your intellect not satisfied?
The pain doesn't show,
But the hurt still grows.

What excuse are you selling,
Shouldn't I at least know?
I guess deep down,
I had just lied to me.

I tried to talk to you,
But there was no reply.
Like sands in the wind,
Emotions were played.

I don't want to sit here,
I don't want to think of you.
Someday you'll be sorry,
Someday you'll be free.

Master and Slave

The voices inside are screaming,
Yet nothing will come out.
Feel empty and lonely,

Like a broken bud that didn't sprout.

Echoes of feeling,
Bounce off  shallow walls.
Invisible solid form,
Voiceless response of wavering calls.

Unable to flee,
Trapped with in.
Faint whispers of winds follow,
Taking me by my hand.

Afraid of what I can't feel,
It hurts to open my eyes.
Like a dream I can't touch,
Silent and tearless demise.

I can't be afraid,
Am I insane?
I am my master,
In am my slave.