tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55432093233737932082024-02-20T10:42:56.211-08:00Inner Sanctum of Dreamhood ~Reflections of the mind~
My other blogUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-70261854031914832012014-12-30T10:52:00.002-08:002014-12-30T10:52:32.339-08:00Locked AwayI spoke to myself today,<br />
but there was no response from the stone.<br />
I saw the demon today,<br />
but it just smiled and moaned.<br />
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I turned to see the child today,<br />
he pointed the finger in blame.<br />
I tried to scream it all away,<br />
but bowed my head in shame.<br />
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I looked in the mirror today,<br />
there was no reflection looking back.<br />
I tried to speak today,<br />
but the thought just cracked.<br />
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I looked into my future today,<br />
it looked cold and alone.<br />
I have locked myself away,<br />
but keep reaching for the unknown<br />
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I spoke to myself today,<br />
where did my dreams go.<br />
I spoke to the demon today.<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-27530729479566467522014-09-10T13:09:00.003-07:002014-09-10T13:09:27.171-07:00Better Off<div dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.15; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Told myself that i’d let go, and i thought i could. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">scolded myself as many times</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">said the same in the lines that i wrote to you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">guess my feelings were just a crime</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Told myself i’d get over you, forget about you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">but my heart kept asking why</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">you’re so far away, yet right in front of me</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">guess the feelings were just a lie</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">But i have just one more question</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">something that’s been on my mind</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">did you ever feel the same</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">or was i just blind</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Or am I better off without you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">leaving behind the memories</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">better off without you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">across the open seas</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">trying to convince myself</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">am i better off without you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Now that you don’t speak</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">i ask myself the reasons why</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">told myself i’d get over you, forget about you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">guess those moments were just a lie</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">But i have just one more question</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">something that’s been on my mind</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">did you ever feel the same</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">or was i just blind</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Or am I better off without you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">leaving behind the memories</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">better off without you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">across the open seas</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">trying to convince myself</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">am i better off without you</span></div>
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-17182045938660693362014-07-12T00:49:00.002-07:002014-07-12T00:49:56.658-07:00Karma<br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Do you believe in heaven?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Do you believe in hell?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Your indolent way of life, </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Your own conscious tolled the bell.</span></div>
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<div dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.15; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Your mouth mimics words,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Yet your mind has no cognition.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">All that you are,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Everybody's a third basemen.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Tick tock, tick tock,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">The time is coming forthwith.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Your worlds about to crumble,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Your existence soon a myth.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">No stories or deeds,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Will ever be told.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">I will watch you decay,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Karma’s about to hit you tenfold.</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-7216218732223937022014-06-07T00:36:00.000-07:002014-06-07T00:37:53.582-07:00Friendship Of The Meicneoir Cailín The cries must be halted,<br />
I have lost the keys.<br />
Your silence deafens,<br />
How deep it cuts me.<br />
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Meaningless words,<br />
On misty waters.<br />
Your cruel devices,<br />
Keep me faltered.<br />
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The hypnotic voices coming,<br />
Like a sirens ruthless ploy.<br />
Keeping me trapped within,<br />
Feeling like a wind up toy.<br />
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A false sense of amity,<br />
The accouterments are broken.<br />
Shall I cover my eyes with pennies,<br />
Let's listen to the bellman.<br />
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Oh Meicneoir Cailín,<br />
Waiting grinds the pain.<br />
Speak or forever be silent,<br />
Will you love or be disdain.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-21705178738822174202014-06-01T22:48:00.003-07:002014-06-01T22:48:42.629-07:00Whispers and CriesConcealed behind pain,<br />
A hopeful soul bleeds.<br />
Days long forgotten,<br />
Creep upon me.<br />
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Lust turned to want, turned to love,<br />
The depth of my soul weeps.<br />
Connected by a hundred stars,<br />
Two hearts slowly bleed.<br />
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My mind slowly pales,<br />
Dreams of silent cries.<br />
Seeking to break the chains,<br />
My whole wants to try.<br />
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Your pain is mine,<br />
Behind masquerading fears.<br />
Loneliness ever lures,<br />
Stranded by the hold of tears.<br />
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The soul in our eyes,<br />
Has the voices of a choir.<br />
The heavens can wraith,<br />
You just have to light the fire.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-52682148909596260462014-03-11T17:28:00.000-07:002014-03-11T17:28:39.167-07:00Empty ConversationCool breeze soothing the nerves<br />
Playful laughter of children<br />
The smell of wildflowers across the water<br />
I see your smile light up the room<br />
Like that of a lit fountain in a lake<br />
Your chuckles make fitting for a care free moment<br />
No rushing, but even paced<br />
The sun highlights your cheeks<br />
Like melting of ice off a facade<br />
Showing the true beauty beneath<br />
Sometimes it feels like<br />
Paradise has failed<br />
The sun has set and smiles have faded<br />
To reach out<br />
To look out<br />
The fear of<br />
Talking to myself<br />
I usually loose<br />
My reflection has no answers<br />
The rustling of leaves<br />
The rush of the water<br />
Natures steps keep in tow<br />
Rays of light shinning through<br />
Almost as if magical<br />
Damp rocks, smell of serenity<br />
Hand in hand up to the top<br />
False securities as we fall<br />
Cotton candy and fries<br />
Drift along the wind<br />
Bells and whistles predict the win<br />
Kids games but make you feel good<br />
Top row prize like I knew I could<br />
Turn to hand it away<br />
No one is there<br />
Emptiness ensues<br />
Music playing low<br />
Drifting on the wind<br />
Smell of the outdoors<br />
Peaceful and quiet<br />
Time to think<br />
Time to close my eyes and see<br />
See what it is<br />
What life is to meUnknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-70152739501470297012013-12-27T14:44:00.001-08:002013-12-27T14:44:05.711-08:00Unheard Thoughts<div dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.15; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Sour winds whisper,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Curdling senses they touch.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Hypocrisy at attention, </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Your venom is too much.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">In the lives of others,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Never wrong always right.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Thoughts are unheard.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">When you look in the mirror,</span></div>
<span id="docs-internal-guid-107d56cd-363a-0631-18af-d9074e85618f"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 15px; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Do you see your birth?</span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-48973721523407759562013-08-03T15:50:00.001-07:002013-08-03T15:50:39.376-07:00Halls of Kings<p dir="ltr">Whispers of lost voices, <br>
Carry tomes of emptiness. <br>
Valley of Shadows, <br>
Watched over by eternal wings. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Vapors of death, <br>
Trail slowly behind. <br>
Eyes of dust follow, <br>
Bringing forth rage  of chill. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Walking the halls of kings, <br>
Sanctum hovel of hero's . <br>
Ride forth on stones of blood, <br>
Giants of life on ruined vales. <br></p>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-91703995633264321262013-07-24T10:36:00.001-07:002013-07-24T10:36:04.769-07:00Melted Emotions<p dir="ltr">Let your life be like a burning candle. <br>
Your false sense of humility glows. <br>
Your wanting and caring flickers. <br>
And in the end,  your self emotions implode and melt. <br>
Then you become a pile of clumped wax, <br>
That you once thought you adored. <br>
As its one time beauty gave hope and inspiration, as well as tranquility. <br>
But no more. As no more you shall be. <br>
</p>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-23009198764184215282013-07-19T23:59:00.001-07:002013-07-20T00:00:48.523-07:00SomedayHow can you leave me standing,<br />Was your intellect not satisfied?<br />The pain doesn't show,<br />But the hurt still grows.<br /><br />What excuse are you selling,<br />Shouldn't I at least know?<br />I guess deep down,<br />I had just lied to me.<br /><br />I tried to talk to you,<br />But there was no reply.<br />Like sands in the wind,<br />Emotions were played.<br /><br />I don't want to sit here,<br />I don't want to think of you.<br />Someday you'll be sorry,<br />Someday you'll be free.<br /><br /><div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-67266890440997361952013-02-19T13:36:00.001-08:002013-02-19T13:36:05.246-08:00Looking Back<p dir=ltr>Where do you go,<br>
When you look Into your reflection.<br>
What are you running from,<br>
What are your intentions?</p>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-40555565859661791142013-02-14T12:03:00.001-08:002013-02-14T12:20:10.797-08:00Mirror, Mirror <p dir=ltr>Mirror mirror on the wall,<br>
Show me the evil twin inside.<br>
Mirror mirror I'm not afraid,<br>
Why do you have to hide.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Pent up aggressions,<br>
Breaking through.<br>
Voiceless screams,<br>
Starring back at you</p>
<p dir=ltr>Mirror mirror why do you lie,<br>
Crimson flowers drip like wax.<br>
Mirror mirror why do you cry,<br>
Its my dreams that shattered not just glass.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Running in your heart,<br>
Nowhere to go.<br>
Raining in your mind,<br>
All life's heartbeat echoes.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Mirror mirror on the wall,<br>
Don't hide my fears from me.<br>
Mirror mirror on the wall,<br>
Show the evil the real me.</p>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-86018358276744562892013-02-12T11:31:00.001-08:002013-02-14T19:46:34.944-08:00Halls of Anguish <div dir="ltr">
Crimson streaks covering the glass,<br />
Dark wet corners of steel and stone.<br />
Glimpsing the light in hopes of escape,<br />
Fear and anger drowning fate.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
Scratching the walls,<br />
Trying to leave.<br />
Every corner is blocked,<br />
Falling to bended knee.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
In the corner I cry,<br />
Cringing with unknown.<br />
Rain soaked face,<br />
My spirit slowly dies.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
My head is pounding,<br />
All my soul in pain.<br />
I reach for a hand,<br />
Like a mirage in the desert sand.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
I wait for the door to open,<br />
Giving into myself.<br />
One last struggle for freedom,<br />
A freedom from with in.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-85613872293880495342013-01-05T19:20:00.002-08:002013-01-05T19:20:54.840-08:00Master and Slave<br />
<div dir="ltr">
The voices inside are screaming,<br />Yet nothing will come out.<br />Feel empty and lonely,</div>
<div dir="ltr">
Like a broken bud that didn't sprout.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
<br /></div>
<div dir="ltr">
Echoes of feeling,<br />Bounce off shallow walls.<br />Invisible solid form,<br />Voiceless response of wavering calls.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
<br /></div>
<div dir="ltr">
Unable to flee,<br />Trapped with in.<br />Faint whispers of winds follow,<br />Taking me by my hand.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
<br /></div>
<div dir="ltr">
Afraid of what I can't feel,<br />It hurts to open my eyes.<br />Like a dream I can't touch,<br />Silent and tearless demise.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
<br /></div>
<div dir="ltr">
I can't be afraid,<br />Am I insane?<br />I am my master,<br />In am my slave.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-69863356151029403942012-12-26T00:50:00.001-08:002012-12-26T00:50:49.214-08:00Breath<br />
<div dir="ltr">
When I say I love you,<br />I mean it from the bottom of my heart.<br />When I say I miss you,<br />I miss everything about you.<br />When I say I need you,<br />I need you to need me too.<br />When in say I want you,<br />It's with everything I have.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
I can feel you murmur,</div>
<div dir="ltr">
As I lean into your neck.</div>
<div dir="ltr">
I can hear you breath,</div>
<div dir="ltr">
As you wonder whats next.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-60602149759265815092012-09-19T16:04:00.002-07:002012-09-19T16:04:30.946-07:00EternityThe area is dark, cannot see my own hands.<br />
There is a smell of must and a cool breeze.<br />
The ground is solid, sounds like rock when stomped.<br />
There is an uneasiness rising, but it is quelled.<br />
<br />
That sound. Sounds like glass on metal. Scraping.<br />
Cold steel hit my face. What is it?<br />
Reaching out, small cold steel. Round, yet oblong.<br />
It's a link. A chain link. It seems to go up forever.<br />
<br />
Slowly, reach out arms wide.<br />
More chains, dangling. Still in the night.<br />
Silence, the mouse is heard in the corner.<br />
Sight is gone, but other senses heightened.<br />
<br />
Chain after chain, the emptiness goes on.<br />
No door, no window, no light. No sound.<br />
It's not fear i'm feeling.<br />
The hair on my arms and neck lay still.<br />
<br />
Faint echo in the air, i smile.<br />
Like a dream that never was.<br />
Can't wake, maybe don't want to.<br />
Following the path in the dark.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-31810017690966274972012-08-31T22:38:00.002-07:002012-08-31T22:38:48.147-07:00Walk AloneWhen you walk alone,<br />
Its like you've lost your soul.<br />
There is no straight line,<br />
You're hope fades and goes.<br />
<br />
You have to pay the devil his dues,<br />
While you look into your eyes.<br />
The pain comes from within,<br />
Emotions flood you with cries.<br />
<br />
You need to find what you're looking for,<br />
Or you need to let it go.<br />
'Cause once you crossed that line,<br />
You'll never, never know.<br />
<br />
The dead feeling that's inside,<br />
Tighten's up the mask.<br />
You reach out your hand,<br />
But you loose the glimpsing grasp.<br />
<br />
<br />
When you walk alone,<br />Its like you've lost your soul.<br />You shut everyone out,<br />
You're love fades and goes.<br />
<br />
While you paid the devils dues,<br />
There's only one life.<br />
Go after what you want,<br />
You're conviction is your knife.<br />
<br />
When you walk alone.
<br />
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-67405980473807873502012-05-05T14:00:00.000-07:002012-05-05T14:00:10.977-07:00Death of a ScorpionThe ripples in the water grow,<div>
like manipulated heart beats.</div>
<div>
The healing glow of the sun,</div>
<div>
not ready to admit defeat.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
The life streams fluctuate, </div>
<div>
as the toxin takes hold.</div>
<div>
The lights begin to fade,</div>
<div>
amativeness has been weighed.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Simple amity became painful,</div>
<div>
but adoration remained.</div>
<div>
Yearning for unknown mysteries,</div>
<div>
an internal struggle strained.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Now came a difference, </div>
<div>
bolder and vernal.</div>
<div>
To grasp with unknown faculty,</div>
<div>
to look for something tangibly?</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Obscure melancholy trickles down,</div>
<div>
helpless and subjective to forewarning.</div>
<div>
The needle positioned and slipped,</div>
<div>
euthanasia comes without squirming.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Visions of serenity and peace,</div>
<div>
fade with calming ripples. </div>
<div>
Kindled anticipation begins,</div>
<div>
to be in the eye of the virgin.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-53799513293528482362012-02-22T00:53:00.000-08:002012-02-22T00:55:53.719-08:00ReflectionsEveryday my reflection looks back at me<br />
As I peer into the eyes of the world<br />
Something always seems to elude<br />
How intuitive can things always be<br />
<br />
As I look into the water<br />
I see what's not there<br />
A rippled illusion on things<br />
Like a perceptive hearted forger <br />
<br />
Starring into the night sky<br />
Seeing the dead sea of faces<br />
Voiceless screams of confusion<br />
Waiting for the binds to untie<br />
<br />
Everyday my reflection looks back at me<br />
As I peer into my own eyes<br />
Wanting to call out<br />
Break out so I am free<br />
<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-65490972944191641822012-02-07T13:12:00.000-08:002012-02-07T13:12:44.375-08:00Legacy<span style="font-family: inherit;">Like a puppeteer you pull the strings</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">To keep your marionettes dancing</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">With every word you speak</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The outlying day looks bleak</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your own words begin to bite</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your dreams hold no truth</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Venom courses through your veins</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Lies have become your bane</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Consumed by hate</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You breed violence</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Barbed wire twists your heart</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your created world falls apart</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your lies have pained</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your soul lies in the depths below</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Innocence is suffocating</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">No escape hope is screaming</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Ignorance is one dimensional </span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your death is eminent</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The legacy left is nonexistent</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Nothing more then feeling discontent</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your minds internal bleeding</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Rotten to the core</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your immediate future uncertain</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Looking for the rope to close the curtain</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-32749108969708889922012-01-27T19:55:00.000-08:002012-02-22T00:05:55.139-08:00Love's Slave<div>
<div>
The clouds are dull in the sky</div>
<div>
The tears stain</div>
<div>
The quiver in your lips</div>
<div>
Your eyes go into an eclipse</div>
</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
The windows are covered in rain<br />
<div>
I can't see you</div>
<div>
Your face is masked like a charade</div>
<div>
Watching you walk away is like a masquerade</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
A hundred memories in my head</div>
<div>
They kill the pain</div>
<div>
Thoughts of loving you</div>
<div>
Locked away now because their taboo</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
I'm lost in a nightmarish hell</div>
<div>
Words are choking me</div>
<div>
I may be lonely but not alone</div>
<div>
My feelings are all overgrown</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
I told you I'd be there</div>
<div>
I cried all night</div>
<div>
Now I sit still on the floor</div>
<div>
Watching as you close the door</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
The windows are clear</div>
<div>
You look back</div>
<div>
I see you cry but not wave</div>
<div>
Love has made me its slave</div>
<div>
<br />
<br /></div>
<div>
</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-81080756381743047032012-01-26T00:34:00.000-08:002012-01-26T00:36:11.490-08:00Let Me In, Let Me OutCold steel bars the way<br />
Shattered reflections on the floor<br />
Shadows dance the halls<br />
Through cracks of light in the doors<br />
<br />
Climbing higher on natures toes<br />
Curtailing sounds on the rise<br />
Muddy pools give way to mice<br />
Feelings defeated sundered by guise<br />
<br />
The door lock can't be picked<br />
Cries of pain distorted tears<br />
Deluded webs of thought<br />
Give to deep outward fears<br />
<br />
Let me in let me out<br />
Unyielding screams hanging<br />
Clenching hope tight<br />
Tender flesh is banging<br />
<br />
Torrid grasps of life<br />
Ardent calm before the storm<br />
Silent distorted breach<br />
Paramour rises in form<br />
<br />
Let me in let me out<br />
<br />
<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-12052557984500492262012-01-25T20:31:00.000-08:002012-01-25T20:31:35.284-08:00Unknown LoveLove knows no caution<br />
It's just stage fright<br />
Let me calm your fears<br />
It's hope against the light<br />
<br />
A word of caution<br />
Does love scare you<br />
How much longer are you<br />
Living in fear of the unknownUnknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-30882544045459991132012-01-23T19:32:00.000-08:002012-01-23T19:32:03.787-08:00These WordsThere are words I cannot say,<br />
Despite the feelings from the heart<br />
Hiding behind masks of life,<br />
There been deep feelings from the start<br />
<br />
Your intellectual spirit has its ways to work,<br />
Along side your physical appeal<br />
When the darkness falls,<br />
I wish to hear the words you speak<br />
<br />
I like you being different,<br />
From the little to the big<br />
I read your soul in your eyes<br />
See the light as it shines in the skies<br />
<br />
How will it work no one knows,<br />
Running scared is the first sign<br />
But I long to hold you, kiss you<br />
But it will take us both time<br />
<br />
Don't turn away from me yet,<br />
I'm not ready to let you go<br />
A slow hand is what it will take,<br />
These are words I just need you to know.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5543209323373793208.post-80019855275585782872012-01-11T22:31:00.000-08:002012-02-03T00:43:21.626-08:00Forever MoreAnger seething, growing<br />
Appetite for destruction<br />
See your hope receding<br />
Mind of fear, your souls abduction<br />
<br />
Dawn breaks, broken glass<br />
Your useless ploys<br />
Poisoned mind corruption<br />
Soul's dark full of noise<br />
<br />
Your time is coming<br />
It's all breaking down<br />
Revelations of truth<br />
What's done is done<br />
<br />
You can't break me<br />
Look into my eyes<br />
Your hatred swallows you<br />
Like needles of lies<br />
<br />
Forever more, deception<br />
<br />
Bottled rage, consumed in anger<br />
My mind explodes<br />
Irritated, full of madness<br />
You're following hell's road<br />
<br />
No more, not tonight<br />
An aversion to sanity<br />
Your venomous control<br />
Your backwards life's profanity<br />
<br />
Your time is coming<br />
It's all breaking down<br />
Revelations of truth<br />
What's done is done<br />
<br />
You can't break me<br />
Look into my eyes<br />
Your hatred swallows you<br />
Like needles of lies<br />
<br />
Forever more, deception<br />
<br />
You can't break me<br />
Look into my eyes<br />
Your hatred swallows you<br />
Like needles of lies<br />
<br />
Forever more, deceptionUnknownnoreply@blogger.com